Saturday, March 11, 2017

Saturday Sayings: Learn, Not Pay



Due to my involvement in The Idaho Coaching Network this year, I've had to miss several days of school. I can count on one hand the number of sick days I've had in 23 years of teaching, so being gone once a month is atypical and extremely hard on me. 

I shake my head when I think about what my students will or won't do in my absence. If I were a fly on the wall, I know I'd be disappointed. Maybe that's my ever-present control freak nature. Maybe it's because I teach my students that character is doing what's right even when no one is watching. Likely it's both. Either way, I returned from my most recent absence to hear that the guest teacher and my class had a rough day.

Honestly, the news was immensely frustrating and even hurtful. I'll admit I took is personally. I wanted to apologize on behalf of my people. Yeah, they're only six or seven and far from perfect, but they know better. Doing the right thing when Miss McMorrow isn't watching is not always easy but it's important. (They hear this from me often.) In the early stages of my frustration, growth mindset wasn't on my mind. I came around. 

While scrapping my original plans for the following day and wondering how I was going to fix a moment gone bad, I found inspiration and direction in some words that magically and unexpectedly overtook my thoughts. 


I don't want them to pay. I want them to learn.

I don't believe I've ever specifically thought about this before, and I mourned for the times when I've subconsciously led with a you-will-pay-for-this mindset. I don't recall ever intentionally doing this, but at some point in my career, I've no doubt had a moment, or several, when paying took priority over learning or paying was disguised as learning. I think it's so easy to unintentionally slip into this mode.

So I went into the day with a plan -- a plan to learn, not pay. Every conversation and activity would send a clear message about who we want to be, intertwined with these and other similar words: "Remember on the first day of school when I said I loved you before you even showed up? That's still true and nothing can change that."  


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10 comments:

  1. This is one of those amazing entries that the world needs to see.

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    1. Laur, I know I'm on to something when you say that. Thank you.

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  2. I agree with Laurie - I wish this could be seen by all teachers and parents...actually we all need to be reminded of this!

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    1. Lyn, thank you. It's so easy to get it wrong.

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  3. So good!!!! I think all of us subconsciously or even consciencly do this. This is so good for adults too.

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    1. Julie, I agree. We can do better.

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  4. This is such a beautiful post that I wish the whole world could read! You hit the nail on the head, especially because so many of our young learners are "paying" at home instead of learning how to change it! Thank you for writing this, I learned today. :)

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    1. Maria, thank you. Hopefully we can all learn to help our younger generation learn instead of pay.

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  5. They are so lucky to have you Tammy!

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    1. Thank you Miss Trayers. Thank you. :)

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